I've been consciously and passively suicidal
I apologize for unexplained silence
My dark will be light in just a while
Making use of my hell that is here now
I have hard at work put it on paper
Making use of my strength and my faith now
I intend to from victim, turn savior.
I apologize for my honesty
I just honestly don't have the time
to waste paint on my face or my breath on fake smiles
I'd rather put it bluntly on canvas or rhymes.